Thursday, February 08, 2007 . 20:45
omg!! at last ive found my way here!! i swear dis is reali troublesome man.. okok as promised back to blogging..hmm been reli busy w lotsa competitions n dey r reli drivin me crazee..CRAZEE!! thou im officially broke again,i dun feel sad but a sense of satisfaction! cos few of my lecturers liked my work..hehehe.. eh advertising not easy aiite!! well been workin reli hard on these however i wun expect much out of dis comp all i can say is even if i dun make it to e finals im reli v glad tt i can see e improvements made since i stepped into nafa n i noe ive tried.. hahaha! e feelin is great! n girls!! thanx for owaes being dere for me.. pls do forgive me if i haven been myself lately..lotsa things been happenin not onli w sch work but oso some family stuff..ahhh its reli not easy growing up..gotta go thru so much..but i dun understand y do i hav to go thru so much more den anyone else? y?? i noe life's never fair..but y now at dis crucial point in life when i needed support most? isit a trend tt designers n artists dun lead a gd life even lying down on e death bed? cun i jus enjoy wat i reli like to do?? i wasnt born a genius neither can i express myself well so e onli thing i hav is dis special talent n i dun wanna put it to waste.. i dun expect to be rich someday..cos all i ever needed is to get back e happiness i used to hav..i wish i could smile sincerely n mean it like b4..n everytime when i try to enjoy whenever i hangout tryin to enjoy u guys' company i cun..i jus cun..i'll be thinkin of stuff n sometimes flashbacks n start worrying..u guys wil never understand how i reli feel n i dun ever wan u guys to feel e way i feel..jus treasure wat u guys hav in front of u..no matter wat family comes 1st k? im reli sorry if i haven been tellin u guys things but cos i reli need some time to get adjusted b4 voicing out..i may not be as strong as u guys think but im tryin to stay strong cos somehow life carries on whether like it or not..mayb i shud be contented w wat i hav.. forever supportive mommy n frens like u guys!! love u guys!!Daphne Daphne Daphne...
~ongiee pongy~
